Siew Wei's Diary

My mom pass me a form on Friday night and ask me fill for her..

It's an application form from NKF regarding the subsidy of dialysis for my dad 

We need to fill in the monthly household income and expenses every year

in order to apply for the subsidy from NKF

 

And this year, my mom just pass me the blank form..

Without supporting of income, expenses of our family members, even her one!

And I just manage to collected my own supporting yesterday night.

Planned to fill the form by tonight..

 

When I'm in the progress to fill up the form,

My mom suddenly came into my room ''scold'' me..

 

 

Mom: You fill the form already?

 

Me: I'm still in the progress.. But I don't have others supporting besides mine. So is it means that I only got to fill up my part?

 

Mom: What? We got to submit the form to NKF by 2molo. You told me you can only fill your part? If you cannot do it, then just tell me earlier! Now already 10pm and I still got to work 2molo.. Come on, pass me back all the things, I gao dim myself.. None of you can actually help me!

 

Me: Wtf you telling me this kind of shit! Did I said I don't want to help? It's just that none of you guys pass me the supporting documents! How can you expect me to fill up the things without supporting documents? Why not you tell me how much income I should fill for brothers and sister? You never give me any information and you expect me to do it?!?!

 

Mom: About Kinki, just follow last year will do. About others, I really don't know. Just ignore it..

 

Me: Excuse me, this has to be consistant with last year. Wtf u telling me! Follow last year? Then how about the supporting documents? How can your figure can be same as last year as your daughter already graduate from secondary school? Fine, why not you just sleep and I will do it for you by tonight!

 

 

This is my mom! Ridiculous!

I admit, maybe I drag from Friday till Sunday is my fault..

But she have to give me times to prepare my own supporting documents right?

And this is not the 1st time we filling the form, why can't you at least prepare yours to me?

 

This is not fair? Why you want to throw your temper to me?

Am I suppose to bear it? And why me?

You have 3 daughter and 1 son! And why me?

You are not the only who stress okay?

I got my own problems and own feelings too...

I have tons of jobs to be done, and do I even release my stress towards you?

 

Being nice to someone doesn't means that you guys can be too much!

Keep quiet doesn't mean I don't have my own feelings...

It's just that I don't like to let ppl worried about me..

 

I'm just tired... Tired of everythings...

May I just leave all of this and away from town for a couple of days?

I don't feel like staying here...