Siew Wei's Diary

Feel emo for the whole day...

For no reason...

Depressed maybe?

 

 

Purposely bought myself my favourite drinks..

Glass Jelly Roasted Milk Tea from chatime..

Just to cheer up myself...

And yea.. It does help..

But after few hours... Depressed again.. :(

 

Maybe due to the exam is around the corner..

I didn't even have time to prepared for my exam.

Progress test fall on wednesday,

And the best part is, I don't even start to revised my note yet..

 

My workloading keep on increase...

My job can never be finished!

Why? I really feel tired...

All my job drag today just because of my boss ask me to find a FILE!

After the file is found, I thought tat, Yea.. Finally I can do my works..

But... The stupid PC and Printer ruin my mood again..

I need more than 5min just to print a single paper and my PC just hang there!

This is amazing isn't? How can I deal with this everyday?

I really cannot tahan anymore!!

 

If I can't settled my job,

I don't think I can apply for my study leave..

I hope that I can get my half month study leave..

I really wish that I can pass my P7...

 

Too many things happen recently..

I can't even have time to analyse my feeling..

In the end, seems that the only person I can trust is myself..

 

Don't promise to always be there for someone,

and then leave when they need you the most..

 

This is the feeling I have right now..
You give me a feeling that.. You are just another him!
That's mean all this while, what you have told me is just bullshit?
I really thought.. Maybe.. Maybe you will be different...

I'm sick of these mixed signals.. I'm only human. I can't read your mind..

I think the best way to avoid disappointment is to not expect anything from anyone...

I should know this from the begining..