If you asked me, am I happy now? am I satisfied for what I have?
My answer is NO! Not at all...
I asked myself then, am I that type of person who always not appreciate for what I have?
Not really... Is just that my current life is sucks....
First, I can't really learn what I want...
Secondly, the person I trust always dissappoint me..
It doesn't motivates me to move on..
Life is all about taking risks.
If you never take risks,
then you'll never know what you're capable of..
I don't know the decision I made is right or wrong,
But I know it always have a reason behind...
Sometimes the wrong choices might lead you to the right places :)
Honestly, I really wish to leave this country...
Wish to leave here, visit around the country..
Perhaps I really need to apply for Working Holiday Visa and visit around the world...
Perhaps I should really leave myself alone and think what I want..
Regarding my relationship status, it's always complicated...
Sometimes you have to decide whether it's worth turning the page,
or whether it's time to close the book..
Is he the right person?
Is he the one that suit me?
Probably not, he never met my expectations...
I just feel that my life really worst than before...
Maybe this is why I can't even satisfied with my current life...
How can you be happy if your life is getting worst and worst?
Hope everything will be better... Really miss those days.....
