在Facebook看到朋友分享了两个不错的Video..
这是一个[18禁]日本成人节目哦...
如果不能接受,就别打开..
 
我是觉得蛮好看的....
竟然现在才发觉这种节目...
所以决定分享...
 
 
【矛盾大對決】很會吹的男人 VS 不會射的男人
 
 
 
【世纪矛盾大对决】绝对不高潮的女人vs 绝对让你高潮的按摩棒
 


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Chubby is my Signature... Hope someone love me for who I am..
 
 
Do you ever think, what kind of relationship you want?
Suddenly this question crossed in my mind...
 
I want a relationship that
I don't care what we do,
 just as long as we're together...
 
I want that late night movie..
Long walks in the park....
Cuddle up on the couch...
 Kind of relationship...
 
I want a hug..
Not just a normal hug...
one of those tight hugs that take my breath away..
give me butterflies...
and make me smile like crazy...
 
I want to be with someone
who knows all my insecurities and imperfections
 but still loves me for who I am...
 
I hope he is my friend, my family...
I can share everything with him...
And he can guide me....
 
I wanted a relationship that...
I can feel he wanted me...
I can feel his love towards me...
 
I wanted to travel around to world...
Experience others country culture...
Enjoy the food of different country...
With my Mr Right
For the rest of our life...
 
While I'm writing, you came across my mind...
Actually...
When I first met you,
I never realized how much you would end up meaning to me..
I seriously love your smile....
I'm not afraid of commitment.
I'm afraid of committing to someone who won't commit to me..
 
I hope there is no the end in the relationship...
I'm glad I met you, I hope you know that..
 
However, I understand..
There is no perfect is a relationship...
Normally the one you love will left you...
 
This is the cycle of relationship
 
He saw you
He met you
He wanted you
He liked you
He chased you
He got you
He had you
He loved you
He got bored
He left.
 
I can't predict how long we can be together...
But if you fight for me,
and I promise you I will do the same..

Was sick for the past few days...
Especially yesterday night..
Was suspecting that I have food poisoning yesterday...
I'm having diarrhea since yesterday evening...
Flu + Diarrhea... Make me exhausted...
After consult doctor,  I was granted a Medical Certificate..
 
I was glad that he actually accompany me whole afternoon..
At least, I know someone was with me...
Actually, I knew that friends with benefits is another way of saying
good enough to hang with,
good enough to lay with, but never good enough to be with.
 
Indeed, today is a good chance for me to rest actually...
But... After a long long sleep... I started to feel boring...
It was Friday night man! And I really can't continue to sleep already..
 
However, every of my friend was busy...
Well... It's normal for my friend to dating of weekend right?
I was sooo lonely... Really lonely...
The feel was even worst when I saw his facebook profile picture...
I felt, I was so silly... Because, I thought, he actually cared...
 
Anyway, I can't do anything right?
I promise to myself, no matter how, I need to face it and smile always..
Here is some silly face of mine... Due to extremely boring...
 
 

 
Yes.. I was sad...
But what to do?
I tell myself, I shall do something to eliminate this feelings..
Therefore, I msg my sister and ask for yam cha...
 
Of course.. I didn't tell her my real feelings...
Just some chit chat with her and updates her some news...
Sad to know that she is not happy recently..
Wish she was alright anyways... I knew she can settled it nicely...
 
While chit chat with my sister,
She tell me suddenly, wei, u seems slim already...
Ur face not that bengkak already...
I was like...Mmmm... Is that a compliment?
I guess if what she said is correct,
 I should appreciated that I was having diarrhea yesterday...
 
She said, you looks good today...
Why not we have some pic?
Alright, there we go....
 

 
 
Thank you for teman me the whole night, sister...
And yes, I was feel better already... 
The world is still not end... I still have to move on...
Hang on, Siew Wei! I believe I can do it!
Just gambateh! 2molo will be a good day!


 
 
刚刚看完这个微电影
很喜欢,觉得真的很有意思
 
拥有,是失去的开始吗?
是这个微电影的开场白
这个微电影描述了很多女生的心声...
 
夫妻关系,不应该只是亲人的关系
除了亲情之外,还同时包括友情和爱情
你可以选择离开,但你却选择守护他
你会希望,跟他永远在一起
希望你们的爱情,永远不凋谢
 
这些,正也是我最希望的
也是现在的我,最不可能得到的
 
我一个人的时候,会胡思乱想
我一个人的时候,会很希望他可以陪我
但当他陪我时,又会很怕他会很勉强的陪我
这就是女人... 总是会想很多很多的东西....
 
其实啊,我知道男人有时候真的很简单
没有女人想象中复杂
认真想想,有人会浪费自己的时间在不重要的人的身上吗?
 
总觉得自己太过压抑自己了
其实,为什么不在拥有的时候好好珍惜呢?
真心付出过,就算失去了,受伤了,也问心无愧啊?
 
或许,我的决定,会伤害别人
但,就自私一次,面对自己好了
就算受伤,也是我咎由自取


 
今天,一早就去Manicure和Pedicure
其实,真的不明白,
为什么他们每次都要客人加钱做这个,做那个...
有时候,我真的很无奈...
都已经在那边了,难道不要顺便做吗?
仔细想想,Groupon的Deals也不是那么好而已...
 
Anyways, 这是我的第一次...

 
弄好我的指甲后,就赶去弄我的头发...
忍了大半年,终于可以补色了啊..
我竟然大半年没有去Saloon...
连我都觉得自己在虐待自己...
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
其实,真的不懂什么理由,
觉得我这半年的生活,真的很糟糕...
好像失去目标似的....
如果说这是自甘堕落,那还真的堕落了好久...
我依然是我....
但就是提不起劲做我应该做的东西...
每天好像得过且过般的...
 
有一个朋友问我,为什么你要做没有结果的东西?
我也顿时傻了... 对啊?为什么?
身边每一个人,是每一个人...
都说很多很多难听的话....
不过,他们所说的都是事实,我并不怪他们...
朋友之间,就是应该坦白...
 
有时候,我多么的希望,我和别人一样....
我不希望别人带着有色眼镜看我...
有很多人,因为这件事,不喜欢我,我是知道的...
 
从做这个决定开始,我就选择了承受...
我太了解自己了,
从决定继续下去的那一刻,
我就知道,一定是到哪天,我受了很大很大的伤害,
我才会停止...
 
黄晓薇,加油吧... 只要做好自己,就足够了...


觉得现在的生活,有点像女人了...
今天一早,就去Facial...
Facial之后,就去拔眉毛...
很喜欢拔了眉毛后的自己,
觉得整齐的眉毛,比较好看..
差不多3个月没有拔眉毛了...
去了很多地方修眉毛,还是最喜欢玉加玉...
阿玉Aunty的Skill,很好...
每次都把那像杂草般的眉毛弄得整整齐齐...
 
这是拔了眉毛过后的照片(忽略我的样子吧:p)
 
 
还预约了她下个星期帮我染头发...
半年了,最后一次弄头发,是新年前的事...
说好了,要对自己好的...
不晓得为什么,这几个月好像懒散了..
身材严重走样... 头发和脸的情况,很不好...
 
黄晓薇,要加油哦!
只有对自己好,才是真正的好...
预约了下星期去弄指甲,染头发...
希望效果不错哦....
还有!不要忘记!要努力减肥啊~


有多少个人,会提醒你回到家要Msg他,报平安...
又有多少人,要你Msg他,是真心的?
很想自己有特异功能,可以知道谁是真心,谁是假意..
 
我不是那种一眼,就能分得清楚谁是真谁是假的人...
面对每一个人,我都不会特别质疑一个人的本质...
因为,我觉得这样做人很辛苦...
 
慢慢长大了,越来越不会分辨谁是真,谁是假...
我不想每次都要提防别人,有时候,宁愿吃亏的人是我...
可是,这种性格,或许也不太好吧...
不是让人说我笨,就是让人说我随便...
做人太过热情,又让人觉得我不三不四...
太过冷傲,又让人说自己没有礼貌...
其实,无论怎样,总有人看你不顺眼的...
每次都对自己说,算了吧...
 
如果,你觉得我的人随便,
证明你根本不了解我...
了解我的人,会知道我是怎样的人...
我可以无所不谈,但并不代表我是随便的人..
开放与随便是两回事,开放,不代表随便...
我不反驳,不代表我认同... 只是不想把气氛搞砸而已...
 
有多少个人,愿意走进你的内心世界?
每个人,都有自己的生活...
只能说,在意你的人,才会不顾一切的了解你...
这也是我更新部落格的原因....
 
有时候,有些话,并不是言语上能够沟通...
还是需要靠一些频道发泄的...
我的部落格,是给有缘人,和愿意了解我的人阅读的...
 
很谢谢你们,愿意进入我的内心世界...
我不完美,但我相信,有人愿意接受我的不完美...


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