It's been a long time I didn't updates my feelings
I'm doing good actually
I feel that I'm getting myself back
The feeling of being single again is great
I have losing myself slowly due to the past relationship
I've ignore people around me and made him as priority
Dare not too close wif others boy because I scare he will not comfortable
And guess, what I get? Everytime I ask myself, do I really deserved this?
And actually, everything happens for a reason..
The failure of this relationship was not totally his fault..
Before he cheated on me, I admit our relationship has slowed down
Maybe due to too long staying together, and we taking everything for granted
There's no new sparks being created
This is the reason he gave for cheated on me...
Well... For me, relationship slowed down is not the reason for you to betray a relationship..
If you can't give a gal what she wan, why don't you leave her instead of drag her..
It's almost 7 years we been together.. I already treat him as part of my family...
I believe he has the same feeling as me...
Actually, he treat me really good..
Before all of this happens, I'm always be thankful to god for let me met him..
I supposed that because I never expect that he will do this to me makes me hurt to the max..
The hurts that given by him, totally cover all the good things that he have done previosly
Honestly, I wasn't sure whether I can still forgive this man...
Till now, when I recall those things that he has done, my heart will still pain...
During past few months, I have already given him a lot of chance..
Based on what I observed is I shall stop myself giving him chance anymore..
He just keep on disappointing me.. Again and again..
I'm wondering, what is the point that he still treat me good but at the same time hurt me again?
I guess, the wound between us, won't recover anymore right?
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