I'm so moody
A lot of things appears in my mind
Feel I'm using too much money this month
Result going to release on Monday
If I fail again, means going to have extra expenses!
Tuition Fee is due... Another RM 850 need to spent!
Am I too willful?
I shouldn't go Hatyai right?
I shouldn't ask Andrew go Taiwan also right?
I shouldn't book the Bangkok ticket also right?
He use too much money this month
Somemore need to give loan to company again
Now his bank really kosong already!
I feel so guilty..
I just don't want be alone at home
I just don't like! Alone at boyfriend home..
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A lot of things happen recently
Feel not happy, but still have to move on
My dad is sick
Bring my dad to Hospital, Clinic
A lot of medicine he need to eat
My mom keep calling me....
My sister also calling me...
They said don't know what happened to my dad
Seems like very sad... Seems like have problems
Yesterday I went back home again
Actually, is it really my dad have problems?
I don't think so, is my family keep saying he have problems!
Until he not willing to talk....
My mom keep scolding...
I know my mom
Really typical ''cb'' mouth
The words come from her mouth really nothing is good!
I think is my dad not willing to talk to my mom!
every words my mom said makes ppl angry!
Everyone loves home
But, how to go back home if the home is not warm at all?
I know, my mom cares everyone
Just the way she did is wrong!
She is not happy
So she bring all the emotions home
And no ppl care bout her
Actually we do care about her
But everytime when we talk, she make us angry!
I don't know, I don't know why the things turn out like this!
My mom is not like that!
I just don't understand why...
I don't know what can I do
Everything is beyond my control
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Feel better after express all my feeling here
Feel comfort because everytime when I'm sad
My doggie will sayang me....
Thanks....
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