Finally! Tomorrow is my F4 exam.. My ''死期'' It's 3am in the morning.. I'm still doing my final revision... Really wish to sleep now... But it's impossible! I not even finalizing what have I study!!
Actually, this is the time I usually blame myself... This is not the 1st time... Everytime one day before the exam, I tell myself... Please be hardworking at next sitting.. Dont be lazy anymore... But in the end, I nvr do anything to improve myself....
What to do now? Beside blaming myself.. Of course, is ''CAT PAPER''... This seems is a routine for me b4 entering into exam hall... Although in the end I don't even have time to use it, I still insist to prepare as back up.. This is so called ''心理作用'' I suppose...
This is the second time I sitting for this exam.. I have no feeling actually... I don't know I will pass or not, but I had make up my mind not to attend F4 class ANYMORE if I failed! Fed up! It's make no different! Waste my money only! The problem is not with the lecturer, the problem is with me! If I still don't want to put effort on my studies, I should quit study! Instead of wasting my time! I'm definately not young anymore!!
Well.. Add oil la... Wong Siew Wei! Try your best.. Don't give up! Write as much as you can... Don't doubt yourself... Do it!!
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