今天的心情真的糟透了
不想说话
也不想应酬
为什么不开心的事
总要一次过发生呢?

Strangers, again - Wong Fu Productions
 
 
Always love Wong Fu Productions video...
It was just meaningful...
 
Every relationship goes through stages.
Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person.
While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable..
 
Specially love the sentences in the end of this video..
When the girls ask the boy...
''What to you think will happen without end up together?''
And here the answer of the boy
“I think that if life separates us and we end up in totally different places, we’ll always remember when our paths aligned for this period of time and I’ll be thankful for that. and I hope that wherever you are, you’ll be thankful, too. and I think that’s the best we can wish for.”
 
Yes, it's truth that we should be thankful for what we have been through..
No matter what happen, it has all worked together to bring you to this very moment..
I will always be thankful for what I've it in the past and currently...

8月3日

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有时候，觉得喜欢一个人是很卑微的
无论多么冷淡的人，当遇上了喜欢的人，
就变得很卑微...
 
今天早上仔细看了Facebook里朋友的近况..
发觉到，其实，喜欢一个人，是什么都不介意的...
逛街的时候，你会看到，
帅哥的另一半，多数是一个很普通的女子
一个美女的身边，永远不是什么英俊的男人...
这代表了这个世界上，还是有真爱的吧...
真正的喜欢一个人，根本不会背叛...
如果一个人会背叛你，只代表了他不够爱你...
 
我会每次担心，如果我遇不到我的另一半，
我岂不是会变老姑婆？
可是矛盾的我，并不想因为想要有一个伴而随便开始一段感情...
 
我只是想和我喜欢的人在一起...
骑牛找马这种东西，我真的做不到...
我喜欢一个人的时候，就会一心一意...
如果我不喜欢了，我就不会继续...
 
我喜欢你是事实...
我想放弃，也是事实...
越喜欢你，就越害怕..
一早就告诉过你，
时间久了，我只会越来越喜欢一个人...
从一开始，就不应该放纵自己...
 
忘了从什么时候，我们开始很少聊天...
忘了什么时候， 即使知道对方得空，也不愿说话
忘了什么时候，半夜睡不着，就玩手机去填补那份空虚...
当我们习惯沉默，原来是为了躲避失望...


上个周末，我竟然认真地收拾我那凌乱的房间...
搬回家一年多了，从来没有认真地收拾房间..
原因有好几个，首要原因，是因为现在睡着这间房，并不是我的..
都一年多了，我的房间乱到连我自己都顶不顺了..
下定决心，周末不出街... 决定收拾它...
 
在收拾房间的过程中，
什么让你最感到为难的？
 
我的答案是..
被逼把不需要的东西丢掉...
很多别人认为不重要的东西，
对我来说，很有纪念价值的...
每次都尽量把所有的东西收着...
大扫除时，就要狠心把它们给丢了...
 
 
收拾的过程中，
竟然在其中一个包包发现这个Calendar和记事本..
这是2年半前，还在读着书的时候，
在其中一间公司做Part Time记录的工作时间表
想不到自己竟然还收着...
记得那时候，爸爸刚患上肾病，
全家人都陷入低潮中...
我的记事本里面，还记录着要问医生的话呢！
回想起以前，只觉得，不好的，都过去了...
 
 
 
这是以前半工读LCCI的收据
想不到竟然还在...
以前的我，很有毅力的... 竟然可以一早起身去读书，
然后放学了，就赶去做工....
我还非常的享受当时的生活...
回想起以前那傻傻的我，
或许傻人有傻福吧...
 
如果不是当时觉得生活过于平淡，
就不会想充实自己，选择继续升学..
若不是选了LCCI，就不会继续读ACCA...
 
虽然，读ACCA是痛苦..
但所得到的知识，是值得的...
 
 
这张东西，我想大部分的人，都不会收吧..
这是第一次Register投票的Form...
6年前咯... 厉害吧?
难怪时常让XXX说我喜欢收集垃圾 :p
 
 
 
这是第一次，我买给自己的Mini Pendrive..
一个好可爱，我好喜欢的Pendrive....
但我已经把它送给别人了...
 
 
这是两年半前，我买车之前重新学驾车的收据...
还记得那时候，6年没驾车了，
所以被逼重新学习过...
 
还记得刚拿到车的我，连Parking都成问题...
记得以前去做Part Time时，
时常Call去公司叫同事帮我Parking...
 
自己驾车出去，非常害怕迷路...
我是一个超级路痴...
一个地方，去了几次，还是不会记得...
 
现在的我，虽然还是路痴，
但自从有了Waze之后，
我不再害怕了...
相比几年前的我，
现在的我变回和Andrew拍拖之前的我...
 
一个我行我素... 自己靠自己的我...
依赖，真的很可怕...
依赖，真的让我失去了自我...
 
 
 
当然，虽然以上的东西都很有纪念价值...
由于房间的位子有限，
被逼把某些东西丢了....
临丢前，特地把它们都拍下来留念...
 
其实，很多东西，
看似不重要... 但时间久了，
回顾之时，又会觉得特别感触...
 
我不后悔曾经有过的经历，
没有以前的我，就没有现在的我啊...
我的座右铭还是一样，
勇于尝试..  没有试过，永远不会知道... 


在Facebook看到朋友分享了两个不错的Video..
这是一个[18禁]日本成人节目哦...
如果不能接受，就别打开..
 
我是觉得蛮好看的....
竟然现在才发觉这种节目...
所以决定分享...
 
 
【矛盾大對決】很會吹的男人 VS 不會射的男人
 
 
 
【世纪矛盾大对决】绝对不高潮的女人vs 绝对让你高潮的按摩棒
 


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Chubby is my Signature... Hope someone love me for who I am..
 
 
Do you ever think, what kind of relationship you want?
Suddenly this question crossed in my mind...
 
I want a relationship that
I don't care what we do,
 just as long as we're together...
 
I want that late night movie..
Long walks in the park....
Cuddle up on the couch...
 Kind of relationship...
 
I want a hug..
Not just a normal hug...
one of those tight hugs that take my breath away..
give me butterflies...
and make me smile like crazy...
 
I want to be with someone
who knows all my insecurities and imperfections
 but still loves me for who I am...
 
I hope he is my friend, my family...
I can share everything with him...
And he can guide me....
 
I wanted a relationship that...
I can feel he wanted me...
I can feel his love towards me...
 
I wanted to travel around to world...
Experience others country culture...
Enjoy the food of different country...
With my Mr Right
For the rest of our life...
 
While I'm writing, you came across my mind...
Actually...
When I first met you,
I never realized how much you would end up meaning to me..
I seriously love your smile....
I'm not afraid of commitment.
I'm afraid of committing to someone who won't commit to me..
 
I hope there is no the end in the relationship...
I'm glad I met you, I hope you know that..
 
However, I understand..
There is no perfect is a relationship...
Normally the one you love will left you...
 
This is the cycle of relationship
 
He saw you
He met you
He wanted you
He liked you
He chased you
He got you
He had you
He loved you
He got bored
He left.
 
I can't predict how long we can be together...
But if you fight for me,
and I promise you I will do the same..

Was sick for the past few days...
Especially yesterday night..
Was suspecting that I have food poisoning yesterday...
I'm having diarrhea since yesterday evening...
Flu + Diarrhea... Make me exhausted...
After consult doctor,  I was granted a Medical Certificate..
 
I was glad that he actually accompany me whole afternoon..
At least, I know someone was with me...
Actually, I knew that friends with benefits is another way of saying
good enough to hang with,
good enough to lay with, but never good enough to be with.
 
Indeed, today is a good chance for me to rest actually...
But... After a long long sleep... I started to feel boring...
It was Friday night man! And I really can't continue to sleep already..
 
However, every of my friend was busy...
Well... It's normal for my friend to dating of weekend right?
I was sooo lonely... Really lonely...
The feel was even worst when I saw his facebook profile picture...
I felt, I was so silly... Because, I thought, he actually cared...
 
Anyway, I can't do anything right?
I promise to myself, no matter how, I need to face it and smile always..
Here is some silly face of mine... Due to extremely boring...
 
 

 
Yes.. I was sad...
But what to do?
I tell myself, I shall do something to eliminate this feelings..
Therefore, I msg my sister and ask for yam cha...
 
Of course.. I didn't tell her my real feelings...
Just some chit chat with her and updates her some news...
Sad to know that she is not happy recently..
Wish she was alright anyways... I knew she can settled it nicely...
 
While chit chat with my sister,
She tell me suddenly, wei, u seems slim already...
Ur face not that bengkak already...
I was like...Mmmm... Is that a compliment?
I guess if what she said is correct,
 I should appreciated that I was having diarrhea yesterday...
 
She said, you looks good today...
Why not we have some pic?
Alright, there we go....
 

 
 
Thank you for teman me the whole night, sister...
And yes, I was feel better already... 
The world is still not end... I still have to move on...
Hang on, Siew Wei! I believe I can do it!
Just gambateh! 2molo will be a good day!


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